Mama, I want to go on an adventure. Can we...tonight? she asks. It's ten thirty in the morning as she races off to find her backpack. She has it all figured out...dinner, pool, adventure, bed.
The day passes. I forget about her plans. We've eaten, swum, showered and are ready for bed. Time for teeth I say. What about our adventure? she asks. It's late. Eight forty five. Past her bedtime. I have paperwork to do. I hesitate, then remember the intentions I set forth the night before for this different journey we're about to begin. Ok, let's go I hear myself say. It feels good.
In our pyjamas we head out into the evening. Crickets chirp, grass crunches beneath our feet, windows flicker with television light. She takes my hand and we walk up the road toward the park. We don't speak for a while. I break the silence. So what do you want to learn this year? I ask. Well , she starts, I want to learn about rocks and shells, stuff from Mother Earth really.
Still holding hands we cross the road. Reaching the park she climbs the slide and sits at the top. Opening her pack she pulls out Ollie, Miffy, Lexie, Puss and Belle, the doll I made her for Christmas. One by one she talks to them and pushes them down for me to catch. Next out comes the drink bottle and rice cakes she'd packed by herself this morning. We eat and listen to the night noises. On the swing she blows me kisses. I catch them.
We're off again to have a picnic around the corner, on the nature strip, shaded from the street light by a tree. A couple walks past with their dog. Nice evening, they comment. We're eating rice cakes in the crunchy grass by the side of the road, in our pyjamas, surrounded by soft toys.
Mama, I'm nervous but excited about tomorrow. But more excited than nervous... more of a nervous excitement. Me too, I reply. I've never seen her excited about learning like she is now. Will we have lots of adventures like this with homeschooling? We sure will I say, smiling inside.
She packs her friends away once more and takes my hand for the walk home. She's already chattering away about our next adventure. As we reach our driveway she says...It's so good spending time alone with someone and getting to know them.
Be still my heart.